Thursday, December 31, 2009

new year 2010

here wishing u all the people who r nt havin exams a happy new year and fr all th ppl who have exams("determined" nicmarians) all the very best...this by far has been the most absurd wishes i have given to nyone..why, thanx to an individual who thinks an exam on the jan 1st will keep us focussed...ya right...i think the exam ill be giving on jan 1st would be the most unfocussed exam i would be givin...thanks again... fr keeping us unfocussed ;-)...jus thght ill vent my feelings out thru my ultra fast paced keyboard(a select few would understand this)...
jus on lighter note...

Monday, December 21, 2009

Interviewed. ...

This is really a very weird time to actually come with something on my blog..especially when I have not been up with something on lighternotes.com. I am heading for an interview in about 3 hrs frm now and I don’t understand how to remain calm…more so because of something which I have been waiting for is making me wait longer… I don’t understand if it is really worth the effort..or am I just taking “too much load” as all the mumbaikars call it to be….it is the natural tendency of mine to get anxious…but only for two things as my frnd categorizes them to be…. Exams and an interview….i ask him are the other things really worth the effort to have a long face and not being able to have the fun which u never know when u r going to lose…. This is that period of the time in my college life where I have been losing my temper but trying to remain calm.… sometimes I have burst out but sometimes I think I have taken it well…. Will there be any other instances in life where we have to stand at the crossroads…. I know the answer and is a definite yes…. This is not a very well drafted one where in I made sense or even if I am trying to… I dint want to study so I though this is the best way to keep myself occupied and at the same time nt feel tensed..…but these are the thoughts that are running thru my mind…

A Brief Break in the Flow of the writing off tension moments…

This is like after some help extended to frnds (ofcourse through external sources…) I am back to jus blog my tension off…. I am still confused if this is tension, confusion, irritation, frustration or jus the excess feeling of being JOBLESS ;-)….. frnds say that I look very strange when I have tht lost look on my face….when I myself tease others fr doing the same…this is all what is exactly going through my mind…or might just if I have to face 2 ppl whom I even don’t know, are all set to gauge me on a scale of again I dnt know what… I am sitting in a room of people who are all set to go into the room to give in their interview… They all have a smile r I shud say an inappropriate laugh on their face except fr a select few… is it just the natural smile r the one they give to ppl to make them feel comfortable..(I don’t completely agree to it.. they say tht to themselves so tht they can wear off their tension… nevertheless a good thing to do..at the right time..).. so what do I do now?? Have a smile on my face r just act of one…how do u think I shd take it forward…. Comments welcome…

Jus on a lighter note……..